May 30, 2008
Insecure
I admit, I’m an insecure little bitch. I mean, we all have our own little baggages and im not an exception. I grew up thinking I’d rather be single and okay, than married and miserable.
Then came the proposal. Before that day came, I was so sure I’d never say yes because somehow, deep inside of me, I never really believed someone would ask. That someone would dare, and that someone would really want me to be their wife. So when my man presented me with a ring, believe me I was so scared, I couldn’t even say yes. Never in my life was I so speechless. Because truth is, when you love someone, you will never have the heart to say no. And you would never believe someone like me is now engaged.
So yes, you can say that one of the reasons why I never married early was my fear. But, as Cathy said, fear is a cheap antic. Thus, let me leap.
